Piquing My Pinterest ~ The "awwww" edition

Because I'm still in that honeymoon head over heels stage of our new relationship

which by the way I hope never ends ;)
Im sharing from my

It MUST be love ;)

board again for

So if you aren't all lovey dovey like I am right now look away now ;)

I have this now

and I have alot of weakness and he still thinks I am amazing

 

it's the small things.

we fit perfectly

I love this

we don't see each other all that much but I know we know whats in our hearts

and when the time is right This would be the cutest way to propose!

put it in the memory bank hunni ;)

Now all together now...

Awwwwwwwwww

Gotta love a new relationship

I am in total bliss

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Love is in the air

and it makes me smile... alot

I havn't felt this happy in a long time

Amongst the bad days I am given yet another reason to smile

The beginning is always the most exciting...

The butterflies I feel when I'm about to see him

The anticipation of waiting to hear from him

The smiles when he says something sweet

The tingle when I'm kissed or cuddled

The fun in planning the next date or the next time I will see him

The excitement of it being fresh and new

We have so much in common yet are so different

and it seems to work perfectly

It's very early days and things have leaped forward to where we are now

but it feels so right

What society thinks is "appropriate" seems to not matter

He talks in whens not ifs

We are both on the same page

We have both been upfront and its worked

He makes me feel safe

Makes me feel beautiful and confident

I can talk to him about my insecurities about us

Insecurities that aren't there but have come about because of my past

and he understands, he dosen't run!

Thats HUGE! he helps me so much already.

One day we will meet each others children

but for now its about building us and having fun.

We have huge hurdles to cross in the near future

one we have already jumped together and come out the otherside relatively unscathed

But if we can get through them still in one piece

It was meant to be.

The days ahead look fun and bright

full of laughter, love and smiles...

So many smiles.

Ooh! That's Pinterest...ing ~ The Love edition

Some of you may or may not have noticed about Instagram, Twitter and My personal FB page

that there has been some new love in my life ;)

and thats all I shall say on the matter untill the time is right!

So for this weeks 

with
Tina Gray {dot} Me

I thought I'd share some pins from my

It MUST be Love

board

that was us this week

the simple things in the momment mean the most

Love maths - so cute!

Dr Sesuss was a clever clever man

no guy is perfect, but there is always a guy thats perfect for you

once you've found him... dont ever let him go!

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No-one understands

No-one seems to understand how I'm feeling

I am coping with this thats for certain

When I say I'm ok i really am ok

Im not great, Im not fantastic

I am simply just that... OK

Im getting through 1 day and into the next as best I can

I'm not sitting in a corner crying, I'm not laying in bed all day

Life goes on I have 2 small children that need me

Im managing, just but I'm doing what I need to do to get through

But somedays straight out SUCK

Somedays I cry.. alot

In the shower

In the car

At night when the boys are asleep

I dont cry because I miss him

I cry because I'm alone

I cry because I crave Love

I cry because I crave to feel special & beautiful again

I cry because I wish that the situation I am in now with the people in my life now

was 6 months into the future where things could be differnt

where I would be past this stage

I cry because if things hadn't of changed all that time ago

I wouldn't be crying now

I said that its my time to shine

my time to be me

Other people are saying it too & its all true

But how do I do what I want when I dont even know what that is

How do I just be me when I dont even know how to be me

I am getting out there and doing things

I get my nails done

Im going to the gym again

Im seeing friends when I can

Going out for dinner & hot chocolates

My house is being decluttered

Im starting my scrapbooking & crafting again

But once my boys are in bed 

I'm alone

I have no-one to share in my day

To kiss & cuddle

To talk to

To flirt with.

And its not easy

I enjoy all of that

I like the company of a partner especially when they can full-fill all those needs

and there's nothing wrong with that it's just who I am.

I dont want nor do I need another relationship right now

But it dosen't stop me missing the good times & fun that can be had in one.

*image

The weekends the boys aren't here are the hardest

Yes crazy I know

I have all this child free time to do what I want un-interrupted & I just dont want it

The amount of time i actually have to myself is daunting

How do I fill it all in?

How do I just enjoy this time without wishing myself into the future?

Whatever happens, happens I need to let the universe play my cards

But how do I enjoy being me?

Today the days ahead look long and lonely

Tomorrow hopefully they are full of light & life

*edited to add image credit